You are already wonderful.
You remember my husband, Ryan. Your predecessor 2010 kinda screwed him over last year. We had a rough year. But you, my dear, you are already full of hope and good things.
Ryan hasn’t had any pain meds since the morning of the 31st. He had morphine that morning. Now? Not even Tylenol. He went from needing the oxycodone about half an hour before he could have it to not needing anything. Thanks to the fact that they discovered what was causing the pain. Apparently, his veins and arteries were randomly spasming and causing the pain both in his chest and his head. He’s now on a beta blocker thingy that stops that from happening. And it’s working.
It’s working so well.
This year will be full of hope. I’m ready, 2011, to see what you bring.
Excited to bring my husband home. Excited for my photographic future. Excited for my other projects that I’m working. Excited to find my new normal and see what it grows to become. Dare I say it, I’m even excited to start working on my cooking. I know, I’m crazy, but it had to happen sometime and apparently, now is that time.
So if you have any idiot proof meals, let me know! I’m the type of person that can mess up boxed macaroni and cheese. I should be a contestant on “Worst Cooks in America”. But I’m ready to change that.
I think someone else is ready too.